Friday, October 21, 2011

Kiss Of Gratitude


Kiss Of Gratitude

This dying old man couldn’t speak, he had no voice, no words. With difficulty, a lot of effort, he raised himself and kissed her. He was so grateful, she even wasn’t his wife. He was so happy and had prayed, thanked God for sending her to him before. “You change my life”  he said to her.
He had invited her to share his lodging about a year ago. He was so old. They did not sleep together.

On his sickbed he cried,  he, who was so tall and strong before, as though a little child seeking comfort with its mother. He felt so miserable, helpless – he had cancer - and even wasn’t ashamed of her who was so small, so feeble. “I need you” he said to her, “nothing else” as she, a young woman of the East, wetting his dried lips, silently, lovingly nursed him, an old, sick man of the West, perhaps even more than a married wife would do for her husband.

”She’s my wife”, he said, testified in the hospital to his friends.

Yet when he died, she was relieved, felt so happy that he was freed of his anxiety, torture, cancer, death agony, more than her sadness of missing him. 

Are those that aren’t married less happy than those who are?  

October 2011

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